Regular school girl with an irregular personality.
Multitudes of interests that I get uninterested soon. Play when it is the right time to work, and work ... never work. Tuesday, April 14, 2009
And the revival of my blog can only be caused by this very special person.
* Name: 王子 / Wang Zi
* Also known as: Prince
* Real name: 邱勝翊 / Qiu Sheng Yi
* Profession: Actor and singer
* Birthdate: 1989-Apr-14
* Birthplace: Taiwan
* Height: 173cm
* Weight: 53kg
* Star sign: Aries
* Chinese zodiac: Snake
* Blood type: O
* Family: Younger brother/actor Mao Di
I first fell in love in Brown Sugar Macchiato (also known as Hei Tang Ma Qi Duo) and subsequently in other shows such as The Legend of Brown Sugar Chivalries (Hei Tan Qun Xia Zhuan) and his guest appearance in It Started With A Kiss 2. He is one of the most charming and most gorgeous guy I have ever seen. That's that. Heck those who say he has a motive behind everything he does, or who say he looks like a girl. Which he is not, on both cases.
Anyway, today is his twentieth birthday, so a very happy birthday to my dearest Wang Zi!
Here you go. Some pictures for you to gawk in his supreme beauty. Please don't drool over this page. And whatever criticism, just tag my board. If. You. Dare.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
*sighs*
When I start my blog entry with a sigh, it is a very bad omen.
Is it the heat? Or the upcoming tests? Or the tournaments/ competitions that are coming up?
I am guessing that it is a real unhealthy combination of all three.
*ATTENTION : LONG POST COMING UP. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.*
*sighs* I do understand the stress, the disgustingly tall piles of workload, the constant battering of teachers. I really do. In addition, being a senior, I am going to meet one of my life's turning point. If I am able to score in my major exams, it will determine that I had gone up a rung in my ladder. If I was to be just simply mediocre, I would probably remain the position I am in right now. Of course, there is the worst, in which I slipped down a few rungs.
In my opinion, there are many ways to face a challenge. There is the bold and brash way in which you face it head on. Of course, a bump on your head would appear, which would be followed by an unpleasant sensation called pain. Then, there is the way of a coward. Inching forward slowly, in fear that there would be sudden attacks from nowhere. Of course, I would strongly recommend these people to check themselves in a mental ward.
But, down to business. Stress is unavoidable in this society, Singapore, in which we affectionately describe ourselves as "kiasu", which is a literal way of saying, scared of losing. No one can drop out of the rat race that human greed had created. No one.
However, we can find ways to relieve us the dinosaur-sized stress and pain. There are many, each catering to a different person altogether. After all, one man's meat is another man's poison.
Some people prefer to eat what they call their "comfort food". Food that makes you feel good, but yet sinfully guilty. It ranges from the typical chocolates and candies, to sipping glasses of fine wine, to the fast food that calories are uncountable. Of course, a flip of the coin reveals strange food choices. I have heard of people eating Milo powder. With raw eggs. *shudders*
Some seek their relief spiritually. Through God, or their respective Gods from different religions. And I personally think that is a fabulous way of relieving your stress. Not only you improve your relationship with God, it is also a healthy way to sap out all that unwanted emotions.
And the list goes on and on and on ... Of course, I could say more, but this post would simply get so draggy, so I'll spare your eyes.
If you know me personally, I am your perfect embodiment of a "banana". Yellow (Asian) on the outside, white (Caucasion) on the inside. Despite the types of degratory labels that my fellow race might put on me, I do want to be that English-speaking, seemingly to be on par with the westerners, type of girl. However, believe it or not. I seek my relief by listening to romantic love songs, and of course, watching my adored cliche love dramas. In chinese. Shocker, ain't it? Of course, that does not apply if you already know me. But yeah. That is the true me. Fervently trying to speak and write good English, but yet my alter ego surfaces at home, where I plop myself in front of the computer screen and just glue my eyes to the screen, wishing that the fairytale in front of me actually existed, and those reel-life couples would become real-life couples.
Desperate, huh? Oh well. That's Phoebe to you. However, as long as I get those stress out of my system, I am happy.
WOW. Look at that length. I did not even realise how long-winded I have became. Before your poor eyeballs drop off, I shall stop here and spare you all the trouble of popping them back in. :D
PS : Best of luck for everyone! Whether is it for career, studies, romance, friendship or family, good luck! :D
When I start my blog entry with a sigh, it is a very bad omen.
Is it the heat? Or the upcoming tests? Or the tournaments/ competitions that are coming up?
I am guessing that it is a real unhealthy combination of all three.
*ATTENTION : LONG POST COMING UP. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.*
*sighs* I do understand the stress, the disgustingly tall piles of workload, the constant battering of teachers. I really do. In addition, being a senior, I am going to meet one of my life's turning point. If I am able to score in my major exams, it will determine that I had gone up a rung in my ladder. If I was to be just simply mediocre, I would probably remain the position I am in right now. Of course, there is the worst, in which I slipped down a few rungs.
In my opinion, there are many ways to face a challenge. There is the bold and brash way in which you face it head on. Of course, a bump on your head would appear, which would be followed by an unpleasant sensation called pain. Then, there is the way of a coward. Inching forward slowly, in fear that there would be sudden attacks from nowhere. Of course, I would strongly recommend these people to check themselves in a mental ward.
But, down to business. Stress is unavoidable in this society, Singapore, in which we affectionately describe ourselves as "kiasu", which is a literal way of saying, scared of losing. No one can drop out of the rat race that human greed had created. No one.
However, we can find ways to relieve us the dinosaur-sized stress and pain. There are many, each catering to a different person altogether. After all, one man's meat is another man's poison.
Some people prefer to eat what they call their "comfort food". Food that makes you feel good, but yet sinfully guilty. It ranges from the typical chocolates and candies, to sipping glasses of fine wine, to the fast food that calories are uncountable. Of course, a flip of the coin reveals strange food choices. I have heard of people eating Milo powder. With raw eggs. *shudders*
Some seek their relief spiritually. Through God, or their respective Gods from different religions. And I personally think that is a fabulous way of relieving your stress. Not only you improve your relationship with God, it is also a healthy way to sap out all that unwanted emotions.
And the list goes on and on and on ... Of course, I could say more, but this post would simply get so draggy, so I'll spare your eyes.
If you know me personally, I am your perfect embodiment of a "banana". Yellow (Asian) on the outside, white (Caucasion) on the inside. Despite the types of degratory labels that my fellow race might put on me, I do want to be that English-speaking, seemingly to be on par with the westerners, type of girl. However, believe it or not. I seek my relief by listening to romantic love songs, and of course, watching my adored cliche love dramas. In chinese. Shocker, ain't it? Of course, that does not apply if you already know me. But yeah. That is the true me. Fervently trying to speak and write good English, but yet my alter ego surfaces at home, where I plop myself in front of the computer screen and just glue my eyes to the screen, wishing that the fairytale in front of me actually existed, and those reel-life couples would become real-life couples.
Desperate, huh? Oh well. That's Phoebe to you. However, as long as I get those stress out of my system, I am happy.
WOW. Look at that length. I did not even realise how long-winded I have became. Before your poor eyeballs drop off, I shall stop here and spare you all the trouble of popping them back in. :D
PS : Best of luck for everyone! Whether is it for career, studies, romance, friendship or family, good luck! :D
Saturday, February 14, 2009
No love can surpass the love that a mother has for her child.
Happy Valentine's Day, everyone! I hope that everyone will learn to appreciate their parents. Image is courtesy of abksthoughts.blogspot.com
And here is a lovely song to round off my post. I promise a longer post after this hectic week, compacted with tests after tests after tests ... You get my point. :D
Come stop your crying
It will be all right
Just take my hand Hold it tight
I will protect you
from all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
For one so small,
you seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always
Why can't they understand
the way we feel
They just don't trust
what they can't explain
I know we're different but,
deep inside us
We're not that different at all
And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know
We need each other,
to have, to hold
They'll see in time
I know
When destiny calls you
You must be strong
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on,
Now and forever more
Oh, you'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart, always
Always
Friday, January 30, 2009
A complete nightmare.Every now and then, the increasing amount of stress that is mounting on me gets too heavy for me to hold. And I let go. I aspire to be those who are worry-free, and truly embody the phrase, "Hakuna Matata". No commitments, no responsibilities, no expectations, no fear.
Some say, pressure brings out the best in people. But, I have to disagree. Sometimes, too much pressure makes someone really succumb and go under. I am one of them.
I realise the importance of 'O's. I really do. And I really do want to strive and give my best. But, it's easier said than done. Let's not forget about temptations, other commitments, and personal feelings.
A glass pitcher with cracks will leak when filled with water. I really do not want to end up like that pitcher.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Being an avid reader, I constantly feel the need to search for new material. Sadly, my meager book collection did not support my interest. Hence, I had to resort to re-reading Harry Potter. A cliche, yes, but at least I had SOMETHING to read. And, I chanced upon a word, which set me thinking.Binoculars are great equipment. To watch birds, people, and the list goes on. However, binoculars allow you to only see this much. *place hands at the sides of each eye* This much. Sure, it gives you a great close-up of that beautiful Trumpter (FYI : It's a lovely waterfowl that costs about a thousand.) or that European hunk that just seemed gorgeous in his smart suit. However, anything else cannot be seen, unless you swerve that pricey binoculars to the right or the left. Who knows? Beside that waterfowl is a predator, waiting to spring on its unsuspecting prey. And dangling on that European hunk's arm, is an equally dazzling European lady with dress sense better than yours. (CUE : *sobs*)
Perhaps, this analogy is not appropriate. Anyway, the chunk of gibberish boils down to one thing. Perspective. Not everything is as bad or as good as it seems. Everyone always seem to say, "Oh, just look at it in a positive light." OR "Let's be optimistic about it." But they never tell you how to. Which is the downfall of many.
So I say, everyday, just think of one happy thing. Be it, "Oh! I found a five-cents coin on the ground!" OR "One, two, three, four, five, ... six! YES! That's one less pimple since last month!" OR "My crush actually looked in MY direction! YAY!"
There are many things in life to be happy about, to rejoice about. Despite the fact that the bad things outweigh the good things, so what? At least you have at least one tiny thing to rejoice about. That you are alive. :D
Phoebe's list of HAPPY things :)
(1) She had helped her mother prepare for reunion dinner. This shows that she is approaching maturity soon! YAY!
(2) Although the Yiruma's albums are still MIA, she bought a lovely substitute. A Disney soundtrack! :D Forgive her. She's still a child at heart.
See? You can DO it, if you WANT to. Make your list of happy things TODAY! :D
Monday, January 19, 2009
The universe is made up of planets which are made up of land which is made up of continents which are made up of countries which are made up of nations which are made up of districts which are made up of families which are made up of humans which are made up of systems which are made up of organs which are made up of tissues which are made up of cells. Despite how insignificant I am as an individual, I will do my best to make a difference. Because I will then influence my family which will influence the district ...
I feel empowered today. Which explains my feeble attempt to sound "deep". *laughs* Today was enriching. YES. YOU HEARD ME. Phoebe Low thought that the retreat was enriching.
If who I am is what I have, then if what I have is lost, then who am I?
OK ENOUGH! Sorry, quote overload. Shall sign off here then. :D
Sunday, January 18, 2009
NEWSFLASH : The poem in the previous post was a BEAUTIFUL and MARVELLOUS literature piece, which was why I posted it up for everyone to enjoy. However, people have been coming up to me to say that my blog is very depressing, and so I would like to clarify. I AM NOT DEPRESSED. No more misunderstandings people. :D Now that everything had been clarified, I can continue my REAL post for today.
The following is for the benefit of someone.
The ultimate formula for the faraway land seems difficult to achieve, but yet it is as simple as ABC. Everyone knows that they really cannot have their piece of faraway land, and perfection seems near to impossible. So, faraway land does not exist anymore. No little own world that you can hide in, to avoid all the problems staring at you, no more convenient excuse to use,when faced with confrontations. No more. Zilch.
However, so what if faraway land does not exist anymore? Humans were not created to be introverts, but to be extroverts and share emotions with those around. So, let's suck it all up, and live a full life in the REAL world, because this is where it all matters. Imaginary friends don't last, but real friends do. No one knows what will happen tomorrow, or the next day, or the next day, or the next ...
All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.
That sweetness is happiness.
I sincerely wish everyone a happy day today, and the next day, and the next day, and the next ...
PS : For the benefit of Ms Ziling, I shall uncomfortably use Singlish in my written English la. There, done. No complaints now. :D